Wednesday, July 16, 2008

laughing and screaming

but only because it feels so good and so bad
crying and crying till my face is puffy
kissing and smiling till i forget that i'm alone
could i completely devote myself to someone again
i need to be selfish and only think about myself
can i just be kissed asleep
and never dream about your dumb laugh ever again
no more worrying about you
even tho i do
no more starving myself till i cry
being content is what i try to teach myself
uncontrollable desire to
see you again.

hdfasfoushfs fuck dude.
i didn't want to do this.

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