:(

i do i think he could ever change?
do i think one day he will wake up
and realize?
one day he'll see
i dont think he will in time.
he'll wake up and become happy
and say," lets go dancing"
will he ever return the love?
will he find me and not bring me flowers
but pictures that he's drawn, colored in all blues and greens
will he say, " i dont care where i go as long as i'm with you"
one day i'll stop dreaming about you
everynight i dream of who you used to be
who i thought you were
i never dream of the bad times
only good.

i woke up crying this morning.
but when i got up i wasn't sad
just really really confused

and now i have a choice
i can not be alone
but even tho that what i want
i'll still feel empty.