i said it and it back fired

>_<

HMMF

i think
i'm falling in

uh oh

oh no girl save yourself now
you can always sit at home by yourself
and eat hi chews

or
you can take a risk

:D

lets find out the root to alll these problems
cuz i dont want her thinking shes more attractive then me
just cuz u will flirt with her
and i dont want her being ur friend
because i know he doesnt wanna be mine
and well i'm selfish
i want u alll to myself

so i guess i figured it out

guys think some things are harmless
but sometimes they are deffffffffffff not harmlesssssssssss


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i have a fan :D

blue speckled

im covered in blue

and i'm feeeeeeeeelin blue

blue speckled

im covered in blue

and i'm feeeeeeeeelin blue

forever

i looked at him i saw forever
but he was too interested
in being something he wasnt
and was never going to be

i saw him i saw potential
i could ignore irritating shit about him
and be with him forever

but i just couldnt

maybe i'm meant to just deal
thats how its been forever

starting a relationship
with doubt from others
could either break it or make it

i wish you were here right now.

life is not pain

the boiling hot water burns my hand just slightly
as i run the cold water over it
the skin feels tight and tingly
red

drinking the sugary tea
the same feeling down my throat
but it burns so nicely

i want to be numb
right now

i want to feel the burn of the sun
and the senselessness

sexual

you wouldnt imagine
this little body would hold
so much passion
emotionally distraught as always
internalizing your words
or lack of.
animalistic
and spinning
grinning
at you with piercing eyes
i'm living my life trying to numb
i pictures you a million miles away
laying under the sun
it warms up your skin
making your limbs
senseless