Constant pain in my stomach

Was from not dealing with issue
right away
one day ull be fine

One foot in
I need to go in
but I shouldn't run
but I want to
so bad.

What is it about you

i just needed to remember why

maybe i act so desperate or dependent
because what was b4 was so bad and so terrible
and what i have now is so great
at times
that i feel like i need to make sure
that ill never loose him.
even tho i know i will.

whatever.