stratch out the faces

on the old photos of better times
the time we ran through the park and found a field
the time we rode our bikes through the hot summer air
or the night we danced eyes locked on each other
there was no one else in the room
our faces were glowing from the fire
we held hands and our breath
and made wishesa
nd gave kisses
that may be 2 or 3 ppl mushed in to one
but i'd like to cut their faces out and put yours.
:( i've been writing poetry all day
mushy ass poetry
its not about anyone tho
no one makes me happy.
who wants to try?
any takers?

look at the scar

i'm wearing it today
i retired it for months

i only remember the cut it gave me
and that nasty scar it left

i'm gonna wear it
and pretend i'm still special

OMFG

can you break through these thick walls?
nothing makes me feel good.
some day i wont take you for granted

my first rave

weird
scary
hot
sweaty
dizzy
sexy
fun
crazy
gross
painful

hey

sweetheart,
I will always be there for you.


love DeeDee

w-ville

we were both packing
we were both moving
i said something
and did something really really cute.
and you just grabbed me
and held my hand
and told me i can't hold back anymore
i want you to be mine.
then you asked but how are we gonna do this?
and smiled and sad
silly
it'll work.
and the rest of the dream was so cute!!
cuter then any anime
but now i'm a little sad.
tonight.
stay positive.
i keep slipping.

hey you

and i haven't talk to you in months.
i think i've lost it
love on the brain.
you held me
your hands were on my stomach
we swayed to the music
i woke up.
i read cute words
i understood
then i heard shitty words
and its hurting you.
because i can walk away so easily.
i keep thinking
do you know who i am?
no ones ever takes the time to get to know someone anymore
i bet you'd like me.