sexual

you wouldnt imagine
this little body would hold
so much passion
emotionally distraught as always
internalizing your words
or lack of.
animalistic
and spinning
grinning
at you with piercing eyes
i'm living my life trying to numb
i pictures you a million miles away
laying under the sun
it warms up your skin
making your limbs
senseless

i wanted to

feel the cold ocean
and dig my feet in the hot sand
i wanted the sun in my eyes
and u holding my hand
want want want

i also wanted to hang out with shwazye boy
but he ditched me again
its time to understand
thats its not okay to feel used to being ditched

love deedee

i feel like i need the sun to shine

head to ur chest
i can hear ur heart beat
i hold my breath
so u couldnt
your sent lingers
this is what i meant

this is the strongest connection
i've felt with someone for awhile
its not just attraction.

Midnight on a beach in the Mediterranean/and i miss you

minus the bear is so good.
i am too drunk to be texting you.

no poetry can ever express how i feel right now
you broke my heart
you just disappeared.

rodney told me i was wasting my time

ill call you bear
and you'll remember everything

ill only have sweet dreams because
you said too

someone please help me forget

hi chewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws

we ate them all today
i'm going to bed
and i'm gonna snuggle with this little poodle
xox

i bought my matt and kim ticket :P

:P

laughing
till our faces feel warm
you grab my side
pull me in closer
chest to chest
your lips brush by mine
you look at me and giggle
teasing
i pull you in and press my lips on yours
glitter
stuck
to remember


bitch dont try to steal my kitty swagger.

comparison

fuck.
my list slowly twirls down the drain.

i compare you everyday
i remember stars at coyote point
and lights on sign hill
i remember wearing pants to popscene
thinking "who do i even need to impress"
i brought my phone so i can text you while dancing
you said "you really like my attention huh?"
maybe the night you slept over
maybe you decided then
that i was important anymore.

its a sick obsession
someday ill meet someone better
i've been holding back sober tears for a week now
and maybe i dont care anymore.