i'll be thankful

baby my maple
and your maple are different
like i always say
we can work through it
but what i really mean
is ill ignore it
someone will always get hurt
i'll sacrafice
myself for you
i want to
protect
your heart

oct 1

keep me on my toes baby
keep me waiting
i'm nervous
anxious
and happy
i'm always smiling
when i'm with
you
but worrying what to say

lets sail

my bed
your bed
i feel like
i'm sailing
sleeping is
my security
stomach
down
my heart
beating
against the matress
this is how it should feel

lovefest

was germs
and dirty wind
boobs
drum and bass
drinking
ugly people
and peeing in the streets
lovefest was
craving for your attention
lovefest was also dying
to hear the music
that makes me feel
not as empty.
love deedee

yesterdays makeup

yesterdays clothes
yesterdays hair style
things are going to disapoint me today
please don'tits funny how things work
a year agoit would have made
me the happiest person ever
i've got better things
and better friends
and interests now.
love deedee

i fell asleep

feed these bones lets fill up on life
i'll hold you tight even if i'm not the one
but will you wipe away those tears?
cause baby i cant stop crying.

bones

the cloud wouldn't lift
first we thought it was how heavy i was
but that makes no sensehella bones
then we thought it was broken
but all along it was the fear weighing it down
ill cry a few tears
and fly off.
spring was full of pain
the summer was full of heart break
what next.
lets dance.